Some secrets are never meant to be shared: Four months and twenty-one days

that's how long i've not blogged. my baby has been giving me constant reminders to but i just can't. im so reluctant, simply because i'm lazy. too many things to write about.

'HELLO HON! I'M HERE NOW! DOING THIS FOR YOU! =P'

9 days ago, my one and only Mickey said goodbye to us and went to the other world where angels will embrace him. i miss him, a lot actually. he died of probably a heart attack, while i was taking my O's MT. i thought he was still breathing and had heartbeat.. well we didn't find out cos we thought it would be unnecessary and that its pointless. he has liver and kidney failure. the last week was hell for him, he couldn't control his bladder and rarely ate when the past him loved human food so much. dad's cooking didn't help at all. Rest in peace my friend. You'll always be remembered and i love you still.

2000 - 26th May 2008

moving on, this is an crucial year for every O's candi. I've been busy with school and mid year exams plus having time of life. i've been shopping a lot, too much actually, which includes haircuts, good food, many many clothes, shoes and bags. i once spent 20++ in mini bits, just for hair accessories. crazy am i?

all in all amounted to 900 in 3 months? esp. after i got my pay then. wah lao can cover my bed with all the stuff. -.- i must stop, Wendy darl tried to but failed big time cos she ended up buying as well. GSS is a cut throat bitch! maybe ask love to keep my card. HAHA! still pondering. =X

talk bout cut throat bitches, i just finish watching House season 4 and (SUPER SPOILER AHEAD...)

Amber died! my god i cried like a baby watching the last episode... cos Wilson found a note from her say 'sorry i'm not here, went to fetch House. ♥A'

okay then there was my birthday on the 20th Jan. my loverboy got me a pink NDS! with a hello kitty casing which he claims to be my xmas one. so anyways its super blinged now with new skin and heart shaped blings. hon brought it to camp the other day and people took it out to make fun of him. he'll be known as the hello kitty guy from now on, along with the hot pink hello kitty boxers i got him. =P kittifying in process~

oh ya, the AX belt i got him got too loose cos he lost too much weight. baby, i like muscular, not skinny with bones -.-

Valentine's was sweet. showered with love and surprises.

my first from you (:

along with chocolates too but i finished em even before i remember to have to do anything with the camera. hahaha.

me all makeup-less and pimply with him booking in. we do this every weekend. i go there and back alone... and the other day you didnt kiss me goodbye and walked off...

last spinal check up... i'm officially discharged! cos i have old, matured bones. haha. thanks a lot doc, although we meet once a year, which is a good thing in all.

so whilst i was there, i changed to the x-ray robe and... i was wearing nothing inside, except for my little panties. felt weird cos it started to get cold and of course, wind easily got into those.

the 1st year anniversary's on the 2nd & 3rd June. its so because it happened at 11.59pm. he thinks its the 2nd while i think its the latter. 2 days is good, more reason to have good food and spend more time together but he aint here. in camp with the guys and rifles, whichever camo.

so... this silly lovely and sweetest love got his dad to bring this over to me while i prepared to go out for mani & pedi (cheap deal! 2 person for $70!)