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Last night, i sent my bfbeanlove on a 3 weeks Taiwan army expenditure including 3 free days around Taipei (i am happy for him cos he finally got to go, although outfield expected) i held back my tears and watched him go. now we live on 2-3 msges a day. no msn, no phone calls yet and very limited words. only say main points i gathered.


From today on, i'll write bout my days for you baby, every single one, till the day you're back. Hope you'll somehow like this lil surprise (:

Today, weather wasn't really good. it drizzled for awhile and daddy gave us a ride to the MRT so my mum and I could go for our facial appointment. Shu Jie darling is still the best, we talked bout fashion school and stuff. back in m'sia, she was in fine arts but it didn't fed her so here she is doing my face. i'm glad though. =P

afterwhich we headed to SASA to stock up on beauty products. i must say they have almost everything and most importantly, CHEAP!

when i headed home, the first thing was to open up those letters, log into gmail and savour those words that could only come out in forms of emails and in papers. you seldom verbally express but i know how you feel all along, just sometimes because i know, i get confused by your actions. i was taken off guard by how you react. i'm sorry. oh well, i guess i'll just have to live on that and several messages for 21 days, unless if you call for like a minute. i'll make do with it still (:

brother asked me to go over to Lido tomorrow to run an errand but rest assured i'll be studying, whenever i can.

baby i'm no religious but i'll be praying for you every night for your safety, i'll pray that whoever is responsible watches over you to return in one perfect piece.

p.s.
its okay to wash utensils baby, bear with it! jiayou!! and thanks for everything. i cried and cried. that song was on repeat mode all night. i hope i get to dream of you...

xoxo
hanhan



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BBMAK - STILL ON YOUR SIDE



I will stand up for you no matter what you are going through, going through, going through
You found a place where you belong
New friends that can do no wrong
That's what you believe
But who is going to be there when you fall
To build up when you are feeling small
Give you love that you need
Who will, I will
When the whole world turns against you,
Ain't no lie

Chorus

Don't you know that I will stand up for you
No matter what you are going through
I'm still on your side
Any time day or night
Don't care if it's wrong or right
I'm still on your side
You want to run you want to break free
What you want ain't what you need
Can't you see that I care
I know I'm hard on you sometimes
But when you are looking for the things you can't find
Don't you know who'll be there
Who will, I will
When it's more than you can handle
Ain't no lie

Chorus

I'll be there, I'll be there, I'll be there
I'll be there when you need me I won't let you go
There's nothing I won't do
I'll be there

Chorus

I will be around when the others let you down
I'm still on your side
Anytime you need help and you can't find nobody else
I'm still on your side