#4

Physics wasn't a killer. it was okay for me. okay as in i can pass. i am sure. but let's not be too sure. things do not happen whenever you want them to. i know best. so do a lot people.
i got home today realising i did not buy anything at all. i was only on a window shopping spree. or should i say blog sight seeing shopping spree. i am proud of myself.

Anyways, might join Angela for an appointment with a cosmetic practitioner after the exams. why not right, rather spend my money there now. my face is in bad condition. i cannot live with it anymore. no baby its not occasional zits.

So now i am screwing my head on my maths paper 2 mock tests to refresh things. last year's didn't seem that complicated. at least they asked reasonable questions. this year? i hope they don't do it the other way round. I'll be lying if i say I'm not nerved.

To add on, my lab test results are still not out. on what you might ask. it's nothing big just an infection or an allergy. they said 5 days but it has been 9 days? vista clinics suck. oh well at least i sorta healed. damn i have too many things to worry about.

Baby anyway i am sorry i don't text you that often but its hard to cramp everything i wanna say in text or in a way that i can talk or show with my actions. I'm bad at writing stuff. i don't know how to say fancy words. all i can do is pray.

To end this off, i have a weird idea to wake up at 5am so my brain wakes up and so that i have time to take in fibre. everything to help my brain work and wake up. i am so psyched lorh. dammit.

And how the hell do you explain 'overwhelmed' in one word or not more than seven words? somebody help me.

My life is a fustration.


Without you.
hehehehe.

xoxo