what a mess.

everything has been in a mess since i stopped blogging.

both great granny and great gramps passed away bout a month apart, one on haji and the other on puasa (hari raya). i was there but my heart wasn't, we weren't close. then i got my punishment the last day as the incense burnt my arm, it scarred.

so to update, i am still jobless, a lot is helping so thanks everyone, many loves.
hoping for the admin postion to happen.

somebody call me lah dammit.