this is how i feel.

inner self: kiss me now/say you'll make amends/say you'll be here soon/say you'll come another weekday(try to at least)/say your sorry and promise you'll spend more time with me when you can/say you'll come more often no matter what or when ever you can/say you'll be here the moment you have the time/say you promise you'll make it up soon(in any way)/don't say no promises(you did)/don't say you should go(i know when i should)/don't say nope(just say another day i'll be there and do it)/don't say you're tired so you can't(i try however i feel)

maybe i shouldn't expect the same/expect too much/expect...

reality: nothing but disappointment/you did the exact opposite/i only kpkb to you/i shouldn't have said anything

thanks.