If i can...

i've been so stressed up recently, not doing well in everything? mt, physics (10/20 p1 mind you) and life. i'm messed up in reality and baby tells me i will only be if i think i'll be.

the truth is i cant help but to be in a mess... will you help clear em up with me?

if i really can.. i hope that i only believe in love, sex and music. if only really people are that easily contented and simple. i will.

another thing, do people subconsiously write about their ex? why is it so hard to believe, although i should and knowing everyone has a past. why am i so unconvinced by your statement of it does not mean anything, just thoughts? why am i so anal bout the date you told me and the difference of what is stated? why does it still feel so intimidating after what you told me about being the only one in your heart now?

too many questions unanswered and never will be...

it just means every fucking single bit to me. (im tensed thus using the f word)

i even have to explain why i use vulgarities when all i can feel is im being torn apart.

p.s. tagboard shall be up soon due to the OVER whelming response. (haha by 1 person!)
p.p.s i hope i can take 'stressed' me like desserts. thanks for sharing why you're so FUCKING stressed up my friend. hahaha

i have every right to use the f word freely when i feel like crap. thank you very much.


xoxo,
christie